Label PAIN?__________________?

I am just curious, do you think perhaps you tell people that so they won't question you about why you don't date? I have to say you are in a horrible portion of your life right now. Could you perhaps think about it this way- you have 1 or 2 more years and then you will graduate. Do you plan on College? In college there are tons of different people and there are always gay people to find and hang out with, usually in a university town there will be one or two "gay" bars. It is a very difficult thing to try to hide a part of yourself, it is also shameful that society still is such that in some cirstances it is necessary for comfort and safety reasons. There are other places to hang out and meet different kinds of people, coffeehouses, poetry readings, art shows. I don't know if you are in a city or what. if you are in a rural area consider relocating when you graduate. Hope this helps sweetie, good luck.P.s. please don't cut it doesn't help anything and the scars are a pain in the a** later.