Dream interpretation help? I had a dream I attempted suicide and my boyfriend saved me.?

Usually when I have a dream it is just emotionless and just a normal dream but, in said dream my family had some pretty deep issues going on and I just got so fed up and was hanging from a railing not hanging from a rope but just holding on with my hands when my. Boyfriend came after me and was devistated. He was sobbing and freaking out saying he was going to save me and to hold on. This dream was heartbreaking and I feel very down now. What could this mean?